what a night
Monday, February 20th, 2006It is thirty minutes to 12 am and I’m still awake waiting for my house mate to come home. This is the first night since I’ve arrived in Melbourne when I actually am feeling lonely. My housemate is out in town at this hour, my parents had gone back to Glen Waverly after our dinner. So I’m all alone at home now, with no one to talk to, no movie to watch. I’m missin my home,my friends,my comfortable bed back at home,astro and my pc in my room very badly. I’m listennng to my mp3s and without knowing, tears rolled down my cheek. what I’ve always afraid of is now happening to me. I’m scared by the tranquility in my apartment with no one at all. I hope my house mate will come home fast. I hope my parents won’t be going home so soon. At times, I have this thought of going back to Malaysia and get myself enrolled in Monash instead. I really miss everything back home badlyy..but no turning back now rite?
Read through my previous blogs, as readng them, more tears were shed, I guess I’m already home sick eventhough my parents are still around for me for one more week. Are you guys back home fine? I really miss those days with you girls hitting One U and KLCC. Guess we can onli do that again tis december. Love you guys very very much. take care of urself and I will too. Hope to hear from you guys soon.