Alrighty, I guess it is time to update my blog =) Have not been bothered to blog for months, it’s not that I am busy with stuffs, it’s just the pure laziness in me. Therefore, I decided to spend one precious hour of my afternoon today and think of what to write. The reason why I haven’t been blogging for ages is not that my life is so not interesting that I have absolutely nothing significant to write about. In fact, there are a lot of things happened around me, especially lately but I just didn’t know how to type it out. I had tried so many times to sit down in front of my laptop thinking hard on what to write, however I would always end up writing nothing and giving up thinking of what to write. Sad huh?
Hey my dear dear friends back home, how are you all loveliest people on earth doing? I guess most of you had already started uni like I had, if not going to start living uni life soon. haha, all the best peeps and I miss you all dearly. I’m missing my babies in kindergarten badly as well, I guess they must be having mid-sem break now and have forgotten about me and the things we did together. I won’t be able to visit them again because I’ll only be going back home in december when the semester ends and most of them are going to Primary 1 next year. Aiks the 8 months I’ve spent with them will forever remain in my memory. Regretted never taking lotsa photos with them before I left Malaysia and not being able to see them grow.
Ok, enough of the past and back to present life. This month is already my fourth month in Melbourne. The winter is finally here and the weather here has started getting really freaking cold, especially in the wee hours of morning and at night. However I find myself able to adapt to the coldness and dryness of the weather here, hahaha proud of myself. So far, I haven’t fallen sick since the day I landed on the land of Melbourne, this proves that I am pretty good at taking care of myself but I won’t say I have gained enough independence yet because there are still a lot of stuffs that I can’t handle properly on my own. I need more time to prove that I am independent enough to take complete care of my life. =)
I’m actually in the middle of exam period and had already completed 3 papers this week. 3 papers down and 1 more to go, freakingly sucky Management which falls on the 14th of June. I am currenlt learning how to love Management in a hard way. Reading the Management text book reminds me so much of studying for Sejarah paper in SPM. Nightmare! But I have no choice but to stop complaining and get things done because I really need to do well in my management paper to compensate the suckiness of my accounting paper. Microecon paper was alright eventhough I had not enough time to finish everything in complete answers and Quantitative Method 1 paper was alright too except for the MCQ part that had killed me. Not to mention bout Accounting paper, now I am having second tough whether should I major in Accounting in my second year. 4 more days for me to stuff as many of the theories as possible into my poor already congested memory.
I’ve met a bunch of lovely friends and have hung out with them a whole lot for the past whole month. Frankly, I have enjoyed their company very much because they made me feel very much at home. I had run for two positions in the Overseas Student body in my uni and was elected for both of the positions after 3 days of not-so-much campaigning. This winter break is gonna be so much fun because I am going to organize the orientation week with the newly elected team. Really looking forward to it.
After joining the committee, going to pub to chill out has become a norm. I don’t really like pubbing alot because there is nothing much that you can do there apart of hanging around with alcohol, talking craps with people and buying each other shots once in a while and the place is blardy smokey. However, on top of what I’ve mentioned just now, shots are quite nice, I kinda like them but I got tipsy straight after 1 or 2 shots plus some beer. My tolerance is kinda low I know, haha. Still, I prefer going to bistro with a bunch of friends after dinner and sipping beer while chatting our nights away. Ok I am feeling a lil homesick now. =(
The past month was filled with emotion, misunderstanding, excessive alcohols that lead to tears and not to mention STRESS to the very max. I have this friend of mine who is going through lotsa crap lately and what makes everything worse is that it happened during exam period. Be strong yah! Everything will be ok in the end, if it’s not ok then it’s not the end yet. =) As for myself, the stress and emotion and homesickness are driving me up the wall, there were so many times that I just felt like crying everything out but I couldn’t as there was no tears at all, not lke last time I can just release everything out by crying. I found it hard to shed a tear eventhough I am all stressed out and tired, maybe it’s the dry weather here that has dried my well of tears up haha. Until last night, tears can finally flow down from my eyes and I felt much much better after that and went to bed to sleep straight after right until 12 pm just now. I want my soft toys on my bed back home which are already contaminated by my tears, saliva and mucuous.
Oh yeah, tomorrow is my burfday/burpday/birdday, my first birthday in Melbourne. my first birthday which I am not going to celebrate with my parents and dear friends back home. Thinking back of all my birthdays spent with my babes put a smile on my face, they never failed to make me extremely happy and feel like I am the most important person on the whole entire world on that day. The most memorable birthday I had was my 18th birthday last year haha because I celebrated with 3 different groups of friends who play different role at different stages of my life, my best friends, college buddies, high school gang and squash team. I’ve got 5 birthday cakes last year which were all home made by my friends. AAaaaWWWwww…touching rite…love them all so so much for willing to make my day special. Can’t wait for tomorrow to come, hahaha I’m turning 19th in just a few more hours, WWhheeeeeeeee….last year of my teenager life, time flies yah? Anyway, going to have a proper dinner with my friends here and yeah I met another friend who has the same birthday as me, hahaha gonna celebrate with her together tomorrow night. Yay!! up until this point, life is beautiful…hahaha it is…muah life!
Ok. That’s all for now. Thanks Wan Feng, one of my bestest friend ever and Keat for wishing me Happy birthday hahaha…u guys made my day!
Love you all peeps! Peace out
Cheers
For all my dah-lins back home, love you all lots as usual. Cheers.