hard to lose
Ok my roomate is now on the way to the airport to board the midnight flight back to M’sia. Seriously absence makes the heart goes fonder, issit something like that? ahahaha now I have started missing her presence in our apartment. The ugliness of human really, we human will realise the importance of something or someone and appreaciate its presence only when the thing or person is outta your life either forever or temporarily.
Sometimes when something or someone who has been in your life for so long that it has actually become a part of your life even without you knowing it yourself, and something occurs which cause the "something" or "someone" to dissappear from your life either temporarily or forever. You will feel like some part of your life eventhough it can be a small part is gone and that your life is incomplete. The same feeling will always come to you regardless of whether the "something" or "someone" has brought good or bad memories to you. Therefore the moral of the story is that don’t get anything or anyone for granted when it’s still around you unless you want to regret afterwards.
This suddenly struck me not because of the absence of my roomate, I never take her for granted and I know she will be coming back after one month eventhough one month is actually pretty long. The same situation applies when the feeling or perception you have towards "something" or "someone" changes all of a sudden when you wake up in a fine morning one day..ahahaha..it’s all in your mind after all, some people said but how true is it? The art of letting go or in another phrase the art of losing is very hard to master.
Exam is finally over and holidays is here! I have got lotsa stuffs to analyse and think about over the one month winter break and yeah I am also going on a trip to somewhere in the middle of aussie, ahaha no idea where but for sure it would be filled with nothing but fuN, fUN, and FUN. It’s the company that matters 
For all my dah-lins back home, love you all lots as usual. Cheers.
