Da Road of Life

It’s saturday again. The last day of the fourth week of my second semester in Uni. So far my day has been lovely, woke up rather late, tossed around in bed while waiting for my roomate to finish her shower, had a rather filling brunch with her and then came to MUOSS lounge to do some studying while my roomate is busy decorating the notice board. So why am I here blogging? Got tired of studying after finished reading all the lecture notes for the past 3 weeks, so decided to browse through friendster for friends’ updates. Read Chenn Chenn’s blogs and realised that I have completely lost track of what has been happening in her life. Sorry darl, I didn’t know you have gone through so many moments of misery, undecisive time and tears and sorry I didn’t make the effort to get to know more. I am sorry babe! Feeling pretty lousy of myself now. I’ll make it up to you I promise, and sorry I didnt get to reply your msg on msn everytime you sent me msg, I was always not around and when I was finally around to see the message u sent me, you were already offline. Sorry sorry sorry, I’ll be around more I promise and do pester the Streamyx ppl more so they will come install the damn modem quicker! I still can’t believe your area can receive the signals while my area can’t! Keep calling them everyday if not they will take forever to come one! lol.

Phewww~~ I’m feeling so much lighter now after talking and seeing two of my favourite babes. Thanks babes for listenning to me and cheering me up with your spastic expressions..haha! You made my day today and tomorow as well…thanks alot! Anyway, Melia, be extra alert n careful while driving in a jam without me being next to u to exchange seat with u yah..tap on the brake ealier, dun emergency brake so often kays? Bear/elephant/kucing Kenny, anyway what’s the name of the weird-looking creature you invented?lol, drive carefully yah..dun la always bang here and there…lol…I sound like an aunty…hehe.

This week is already the fourth week of the second semester and I am still slacking like nobody’s business. How how? I need some motivation to get my engine started. It got rusty and unstartable over the winter break. Too many things happened at the same time. So many that they got out of my hand and I can’t focus. Stresss…but dang I’m still slacking eventhough the stress is driving me up the wall already…focus Lim Sing Yieng!!!

Oyea, the highlight of my life this week…nude guys running around in my accounting lecture yesterday and I got first class view from the place I was sitting in the lec…hahaha kinda like an eye-openner, new experience which had spiced up my this week abit…hahaha…

I realised I’ve never walked so much in my life before I came to Melbourne. For the past few days, I had walked alot, from my place to the city, around the city and from the city back to my house. One whole day of walking eventhough there were trams everywhere I went. What I want to point out here is that walking is really good at helping me to clear my mind. Strolling aimlessly around the peaceful parks in the cold weather of winter, sitting down on the grass by the Yarra river and staring at the flowing water for an hour or so, or just walking slowly amidst throngs of people of different skin colour along the major streets in the city and stopping by once in a while to look at the loveliness of the structure of buildings and weird-looking statues around me. Life here is so slow, relaxing, calm and peaceful, I like it here.

Lately, my life has been rather happening, lotsa gatherings with new and old gangs of friends, second semester of my first year in Melbourne Uni started, birthday parties every week. On top of everything, there are also moments of confusion, awkwardness and uncomfort between me and people around me. Things are getting pretty out of my control and I can’t read my own mind and other’s minds anymore. Oh gosh, hate being so grown-up and still not able to handle my own feelings and emotions. I really think I need someone to slap me hard and tell straight on my face what I really want deep down and do things following my heart and not mind. But it’s very selfish of me if I do so, I need to consider the feelings of those around me whom I care heaps. Argh damn!

Aneway, I went on a crazy shopping spree and burnt a huge hole on my wallet. Actually it wasn’t as crazy as how it was back in M’sia during Mega Sales. I’ve bought 11 tops, 2 jackets, countless of earrings and I still need heels and a formal skirt or slack for my intro night. I missed hitting MNG, Miss selfridge, Topshop etc with my babes. Thank god there is massive mega sales when I go back this coming december, can wait no more..hehe!