Da Road of Life

I realised I’ve never walked so much in my life before I came to Melbourne. For the past few days, I had walked alot, from my place to the city, around the city and from the city back to my house. One whole day of walking eventhough there were trams everywhere I went. What I want to point out here is that walking is really good at helping me to clear my mind. Strolling aimlessly around the peaceful parks in the cold weather of winter, sitting down on the grass by the Yarra river and staring at the flowing water for an hour or so, or just walking slowly amidst throngs of people of different skin colour along the major streets in the city and stopping by once in a while to look at the loveliness of the structure of buildings and weird-looking statues around me. Life here is so slow, relaxing, calm and peaceful, I like it here.

Lately, my life has been rather happening, lotsa gatherings with new and old gangs of friends, second semester of my first year in Melbourne Uni started, birthday parties every week. On top of everything, there are also moments of confusion, awkwardness and uncomfort between me and people around me. Things are getting pretty out of my control and I can’t read my own mind and other’s minds anymore. Oh gosh, hate being so grown-up and still not able to handle my own feelings and emotions. I really think I need someone to slap me hard and tell straight on my face what I really want deep down and do things following my heart and not mind. But it’s very selfish of me if I do so, I need to consider the feelings of those around me whom I care heaps. Argh damn!

Aneway, I went on a crazy shopping spree and burnt a huge hole on my wallet. Actually it wasn’t as crazy as how it was back in M’sia during Mega Sales. I’ve bought 11 tops, 2 jackets, countless of earrings and I still need heels and a formal skirt or slack for my intro night. I missed hitting MNG, Miss selfridge, Topshop etc with my babes. Thank god there is massive mega sales when I go back this coming december, can wait no more..hehe!

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