start of the day~
It’s exactly 10.54 am in the morning. Here I am still on bed, underneath my warm quilt refusing to get up, wash up, get changed and start my day. For the past 2 weeks or so, I found myself being very lethargic, no "umph" to do anything or study for exam, maybe it’s because of this semester. The countlesssss assesstments during the semester have done a good job wearing me out and also because most of my subjects are 50% assignment based and therefore can pass and get H3 easily without putting much effort into studying for finals. That’s why.
Anewayz, before I closed my eyes last night, I made plan for today. The plan is or is supposed to be, wake up at 9am, wash up and get changed and eat breakfast(leftovr from last night), go DIMIA and get my visa label, go state Library to study for an hour or so, and then go lygon street and 2pm to meet a friend to settle something, and then since i am in lygon, might as well order a nice java chip from starbucks and spend 3 hours there to study and catch the city circle tram back home before 6.30pm. Sounds like a good plan huh? But now being 2 hours behind my planned plan, I think I’ll just stay home till 1pm and go DIMIA straight from home. Aikkksss. I lack of self-discipline and determination i know. No drive, no force. I remember a friend told me before, the force that keeps driving him forward in life is his dyed hair. He said the colour that he dyed reminds him of what he has done and thus motivates him. Well I didn’t really get what he means by that but what I really need now is a motivator, a force, a drive to push me. Maybe I need a break. Hope next semester’s workload will not be as crazy as this sem.
O yeah, finally got internet at home after like 6 weeks. ADSL 2+!!! wooohhhhoooooo~~~ the 6 weeks without internet was like living in ancient time. Melia said it was funny, living in first world country without access to internet. yay!! no more rushing to the net cafe near my house, no more going to state lib with my laptop at night, no more fighting over dial-up line, no more begging to use dial-up or make a call!! Now can go online anytime and anywhere at home. yay!
I miss my 1 year old baby cousin, mom told me he can talk heaps of words now. I missed his "kekekeke" laugh, his smiles, those time spent with him on swings. He is a happy and intelligent baby. Wonder how he looks like now. By the time I go back end of this year he will be almost 2 years old d. How time flies, again~
ok guess I better get my butt outta my bed if not, not only the first part of the plan is ruined, the plan for whole day will be ruined as well. Good day peeps!!!
P/S : Good luck to my darlings for the coming exams. Wish me luck too kays. let’s get through it together!! Jia you babes!!!!!!!!!!!
