what a night

February 20th, 2006 by lifeiscolourful

It is thirty minutes to 12 am and I’m still awake waiting for my house mate to come home. This is the first night since I’ve arrived in Melbourne when I actually am feeling lonely. My housemate is out in town at this hour, my parents had gone back to Glen Waverly after our dinner. So I’m all alone at home now, with no one to talk to, no movie to watch. I’m missin my home,my friends,my comfortable bed back at home,astro and my pc in my room very badly. I’m listennng to my mp3s and without knowing, tears rolled down my cheek. what I’ve always afraid of is now happening to me. I’m scared by the tranquility in my apartment with no one at all. I hope my house mate will come home fast. I hope my parents won’t be going home so soon. At times, I have this thought of going back to Malaysia and get myself enrolled in Monash instead. I really miss everything back home badlyy..but no turning back now rite?

Read through my previous blogs, as readng them, more tears were shed, I guess I’m already home sick eventhough my parents are still around for me for one more week. Are you guys back home fine? I really miss those days with you girls hitting One U and KLCC. Guess we can onli do that again tis december. Love you guys very very much. take care of urself and I will too. Hope to hear from you guys soon.

special night

February 11th, 2006 by lifeiscolourful

Alright,last two days to go!

Yesterday night was one of my happiest nights ever. Dear Chenn Chenn had organised a farewell party at Caveman for me and the whole gang of my smk Kepong old friends were there. I was so touched that night. What touched me the most was the strength of the bond or friendship between us.Eventhough we don’t get to see each other very often, but whenever we meet up, i will realise how much i’ve missed them and the first thing we do is hugging each other tightly. Last night was special for this could be the last chance I got to see each and every one of them before I leave. The thought of not able to meet up with them for the nextten months until I come back for summer vacation in December is so depressing. Few tears rolled down my cheek with the singer sang a really sappy song and Xin Yan’s concerned face. ahahahaha didn’t expect myself would cry, not yet.

After Caveman, we decided to go to Friendster Cafe for second session. We had rounds of beer and made few toasts. It was really warm to have everyone sitting close together and talking while sipping beer. Something unexpected happened. Some drunk fella in digi shirt trying to cari pasal with Kenny. Lol, Kenny was real blur and luckily it was nicely handled by Edmund and nothing big happened. Lol.

I’ve received many presents from my nice nice friends. Big thank you to all of them.A real sweet photo frame and a cute glass from Bee Bee and Jian Wei, a really nice scarf from Tze Hau (love the colour!),a cute snoopy nail clipper which i’ve always wanted from Pei Rong, a elegant dinner bag from Wan Feng and Maggi from Kah Hsiung.Lol Can’t bring that over to aussie man, i’ll be kicked out from the airport.Lol. Chenn Chenn gave me a blue umbrella and a sewing kit just now. Thanks babe. I don’t care what present you give me, what matters is the friendship you have given to me. Don’t come to airport if you can’t make it, it’s alright,like I said it doesn’t matter to me so long I know you love and care for me. Get a webcam and we can see each other despite the distance. Yeaahh not to forget a nice nice handbag from Amelia. I love it to bits, thanks babeee for the bag and I shall bring it to melbourne with me so it can remind me of you whenever I carry it.

February 6th, 2006 by lifeiscolourful

Another restless night. Master Chou fonged me fei kei again. Lol. Suddenly felt like blogging after a long rest, so here am I now. Crap huh? Yea I agree.

I’ve unpacked and packed again just now. So darn worried about the weight limit. I hoped I were in the first class so as to get extra 30 kg on the baggage weight. Still having hard time to think of a way to fit my slow cooker and rice cooker into my luggage without exceeding the weight limit. It’s tough though.

Another 6 more days to go before the DAY finally comes. I am fully booked for the rest of the week by friends and relatives. And I’ve promised my little kids back in kindergarten to pay them a visit before I leave, I’ll have to fine a slot of time for them to take pictures with each and every one of them. Missing them like hell man. Sigh.

Going IKEA with Amelia tomolo to relive the memories we had there during college time. Went to IKEA with parents the other day, the stuffs there had changed since the last time I had been there. I’m so looking forward to it and I’ll take lotsa pictures with my new cybershot T9. Yeah my new camera is damn chun and it’s in black colour. WeeeHiiiTTTT…

Okla, my dad is urging me to go sleep ady. Blog again next time la…nights PeepS!!!

Where is the love….where is the love….where is the love…….

Sweet Memories..

January 21st, 2006 by lifeiscolourful

The irritating and smelly smell of chinese traditional herb is back again!!! I can’t stand the smell of it. My parents lah!! They forced to go to the ‘Tit-Da" to get both of twisted wrist fixed. The fella rubbed until damn painful and applied some smelly black paste on both of wrists after the rubbing process. It’s so smelly that Amelia and Chenn Chenn couldn’t stand it when we went yam cha tonite. They kept complaining about it, as if I like the smell very much. I will have to live with it for the next three weeks after they are completely healed. ARGHHH>…

Today I went to the Pre-departure seminar for all IDP applicants. It was pretty fun and I got to meet few of my seniors there. They are one bunch of lovely people, they are so sincere and ready to help. There wasn’t many Melbourne Uni applicants there, I think I was the only one so all the reps from Melb Uni talked to me personally,giving me precious Info that I really need. There will be another one specially for Melbourne Uni applicants only at Nikko Hotel, I think I will get to meet even more people tomorrow. Looking forward to it.

My darlings are under some mysterious mission to make me a surprise go-away present. They just won’t tell me what it is. Lol, they said it will ruin the fun if they tell me ealier. The suspense is killing man, I so want to know. I’m waiting for the ay to finally come and know what the surprise is. It is impossible not to cry on that day man.

The freshman is a great song. And I just love I Started a Joke by Bee Gees. Lovely songs. Make me cry everytime I listen to it. Not to forget Sticking With You by Pussycat Doll too. Yeah and Dance With my Father Again and my all time favourite, Only You by The Flying Pickets. True by Ryan Caberra is lovely too.

Next week is my last week in kindergarten. Kinda sad when I come to think of it. I’ll hafta say byebye to my babies. Surely I’ll mss every bit of the time with them, time like wiping their little asses after they passed motion, buying muffins for them secretly, holding their little hands to write and colour, patting their back to sleep, cajoling them to stop crying, taking their clothes off before shower and helping them to wear clothes after shower, forcing the food into their mouth when they refused to eat, watching cartoon with them, and so on so on……..Eventhough I dreaded going to work every  morning last time but when I realise next week is my last week, my heart aches. I love every single of them.

Kai Xi- my best student,very intelligent, playful but I still love him the most, he loves the pencil case I gave him for getting first place in my class.

Wei Lik- The most active kid I ever have met. Always give himself bruises. and he likes me the most among three teacher. Handsome boy too.

Xin Ying- The crying naughty baby who has a name that is simmilar to mine. I disliked her on the first day but things get along better and better each day between us, now she likes kissing me on the cheek. Love her too. Her eyes turn real red when she cries.

Shi Kun- The most manja kid I ever have met. She likes sticking to me and she has the brightest and sweetest smile. Fair skin and cute dimples. Pretty little girl.

Jeremy- Whose ass had been wiped by me for dunno how many times. He shitted all over the toilet once and got decent scolding for me. The most uncle-like kid I ever have met. Chubby little fella who likes only rice,sausage,biscuit and cakes. Yeah and always forget to pass up his homework.

Ally- A tom-boy. Quite pretty but too bad, I don’t quite like her. Lol.

Chi Shen- The best behaving boy in my class. Obeys my instruction all the time. Love him to bits. He always put smile on his face and he looks damn cute with his little round-framed specs.

Jason- Toothless little fella who told me he has a crush on Shi Kun and tried to hold her hand during cartoon time. Kids nowadays huh.

There are too many to mention each and every one of them here. They gave me miserable times as well as sweet memories. I would very much like to see them grow and go to primary school. But not possible eh. Aiks. One last week to spend with them.               

just another entry

January 9th, 2006 by lifeiscolourful

Just another entry since my eyes still refuse to close. Checked my mailbox, deleted all those messages already read, browsed through friendster looking up friends’ new photos, downloaded a song called The Freshmen.

The routine will start all over again when I open my eyes next morning. 13th of Feb is just about a month away. Am waiting for it to come. Reluctantly though.

My mom curled her hair today. My dad vacummed the whole house. I lied on the bed for the whole day doing nothing until my mom called me to go pick her up from the saloon. Yeah I fell sick last night and the flu got pretty terrible this morning. My head was light, eyes were blur, back was aching, limbs were numb as if they are not mine, nose was stuck, throat was dry and painful. My parents allowed me to sleep whole day without saying anything . I like being sick sometimes, lol, my parents treat me like princess whenever I’m sick. And I realise I won’t get this kind of treatment in Melbourne later. I will still have to get my bum out from bed to cook eventhough I’m sick because my parents won’t be there to prepare everything for me anymore. It’s scary no doubt and at that moment I really don’t want to grow up, I want to stay as my parents’ little girl always.

After dinner, I’ve sorted all my clothes out to different kinds to see what more I need to buy. I need to get more t-shirts, tanks,socks,belt, a couple of jeans maybe, a handbag, and on top of everything I need to get more and more brasssssss…..I just found out all my bras were out of shape already and some of the cups couldn’t fit anymore. Need to go bra shopping with my gurls one day. Yeah. I still have to get a laptop, a digicam, and a mini rice cooker to bring over there. A lot of shopping need to be done quickily during this month. CNY is coming. Everyone will be very busy soon. And yeah it’s time to start calling friends up for a meeting before 13th of FEB. It’s nearing. Scary.

Dinner with my babes

January 8th, 2006 by lifeiscolourful

This week passed by real fast. Less than three weeks away from Chinese New Year. Right after CNY, I’ll have to start packing for Melbourne already. Now the whole idea seeems like a dream, for I never thought of going to Melbourne to study before. It seems so unreal and uncertain, I dunno why I feel this way all of a sudden. Maybe it’s the fear of being homesick, the fear of missing my friends here terribly.

Last night I couldn’t sleep despite the tiredness. I had been tossing around the bed thinking of all the possibilitlies. I lied on my bed thinking in a few weeks time I will not be able to sleep on it anymore.I cried when I came to think that after I leave, my house will be so quiet and empty,will my parents feel sad and empty without me? I wish I had siblings. Yes at that moment I really do.

Aiks, there are three weeks left and I shall live every day to the fullest.

I had been working and working this week, I’m feeling tired physically and mentally. A lot had happened in kindergarten. Too many in fact, that’s why I’m so  tired that I have no extra energy to call friends up to go yam cha. Sorry babe for not replying you because I’m too tired to do anything at all, everyday after work is sleep,after sleep is work.

Tonight is a girl’s night out with my babes, we are going to have a nicenice dinner together at La Casa where the hot fudge brownie is the best!! Can’t wait to have it all in my mouth, yummy!!

Few hours later…………..

Came home at 11pm with my parents, auntie, uncle and lil cousin waiting for me for supper as usual. This is our ritual every weekends and we are going to continue doing this until I leave. I had a WONDEFUL dinner with my babes, thanks CHENN CHENN, MUACksss love ya so muchh. I had cordon bleu,chenn chenn and Amelia had salmon. So delicious and the hot fudge brownie is the BEST thing ever on earth, It’s soooooo niceeeeeeee, love it.

After our dinner, we decided to drive to One Uto catch a midnight movie but cancelled the idea when we saw the queque and we had to go home early so we went lepaking instead. All the shops were already closing when we walked around and we went in MNG. I saw this really nice long sleeve turtle neck and the price tag said it’s RM39. It’s cheap and I decided to get it after getting confirmation from both of my gurls. Chenn Chenn saw this really nice grey colour top too and we went to the cashier to pay.The cashier scanned the price tag on my turtleneck and I saw on the screen that showed it’s only RM30. I was in unbelief. How is this happening to me? I double confirmed with the lady and yes it’s only 30 bucks. I started screaming once we stepped out of MNG and I kept repeating it to da gurls until they can’t tahan me and asked to shut up. Ahahahahahah. I love my turtleneck. Chenn loves her new top. Tonight is a happy night, ahahahahahaha